College and Books and Housing...Oh My!!!

Ladies and Gentlemen!

I have been at a community college for one year because I am afraid to leave the nest. Yes you heard right I'm very afraid. You see, I put on this front because I want my friends to think everything is ok. It's not. I am scared to "grow up" and I kinda need a push. I think I got that push when my two bestfriends both got into the same school. So I applied to FAU and am currently awaiting and acceptance letter.

I need to get in there for the simple fact that my friends keep me grounded and without them I just might be found in the corner of my room in the fetal position sucking my thumb. So fingers crossed everyone! I need this and hope to bring good news back!!


Scared Shitless
xoxo Cathleen xoxo

It's Been a Long Time Comin...

Hey!


Yes, I know i've been a little M.I.A the past couple weeks but the busy bee had a lot of things to do. Can I just take a moment to say that school is going to send me to the hospital cause someone is gonna find me in the back of the library clutching and Anatomy book rocking back and forward mumbling my abc's.


If I have to write one more paper my hands are going to fall off! I am slowly losing my mind and I am in desperate need of a vacation. Anyone want to go to the bahamas?


In other news, remember Barb and Bob? Well I am pleased to say that Barb is moving on and looking for someone better. PRAISE THE LORD HALLELUJAH! Cause I am telling you Bob was about to disappear and nobody was going to be able to find him.


I promise to write a new post tomorrow sincee I've been gone for so long but in the mean time check out this website http://thecreativejunkie.com it's a great break from the day to day and on top of all that she's hilarious.

Stressed,
xoxo Cathleen xoxo

The Ownership Hypothesis.

So there's this guy lets call him Bob and there's this girl lets call her Barb.


They have been dating off and on for a whole year and some change. Now I'm not usually one to tell people how they should live their life but I am very tired of seeing Barb get hurt. And it seems to me like Bob doesn't give a good god damn about Barbs feelings.

****SIDE NOTE PLEASE****

Now is it just me? Or does it seems like guys have ownership issues? When girls show the smallest interest in another guy other then the man that is currently treating them like shit all of a sudden Bob and all men like him decide it's time to start acting right! I have a novel concept here for Bob and all his friends. Pay attention. Are you listening? Good.

STOP TREATING GIRLS LIKE SHIT

****END SIDE NOTE****

See isn't that better? Didn't we all just learn a valuable lesson? Good. I'm glad I could help.


So back to wear I was. Barb deserves the WORLD she's been through too much in her life and needs somebody who's going to be there for her. Instead she is currently in an on again off again relationship with Bob...the ass wipe. And I am currently trying to refrain myself from choking him with my bare hands while yell "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! DO YOU ENJOY GIVING PEOPLE CARDIOVASCUALR ACCIDENTS EVERY OTHER DAY?! DOES IT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ABOUT YOU?! " Excuse me for yelling I got a little carried away.


I love Barb to death. She's one of my bestfriends I am just hoping and praying that one day she'll see that she's amazing and wants as much for herself as I do.


Now if you'll excuse me I have to go strangle the ass wipe.

Keep Reading,
xoxo Cathleen xoxo

So lets discuss...

MEN!

Everyday boys seem to get bolder and i do not understand wtf they think they're doing. Maybe it's just me. Maybe it's my mind set. Is it that? Do you know? Cause now every "relationship" thats almost started has always come back to sex. It seems like we can't do anything, go anywhere or have any conversations without guys asking stupid questions about sex. Why is this relavent?!

I'm sorry but my nether regions nor myself feel like allowing any vistors at the current moment. Maybe I should walk around with my own sign that reads "no admittance beyond this point". But at the same time I think it's my past. Too many skeletons in my closet to many things that have just made me afraid. It'll take time but I hope I can get over it. There is somebody out there for everyone right? Will I get mine soon?

I just wanna be happy.

xoxo Cathleen xoxo

Day One...

Hello? Is anyone there? Can you hear me?

You! You can hear me? Well that's good to know.

In case you were wondering today is day one. Of what you might ask?
Today is day one of my new and glorious life. You see I've personally made some mistakes in my past that would make a nun question if God were alive. So I am in the process of starting over if you catch my drift. Less mistakes. More laughing, living, and loving!

So today you know what I did? I did my homework fed my brother some lunch and created this blog. And I am going to document my new life from this day my "new birth" if you'll indulge me. I'm starting over and hopefully we'll have some good laughs along the way.

Until next time
xoxo Cathleen xoxo